zenn bites...

to say that i am disappointed would be a gross understatement.

friendship - perhaps i am, after being alive for 21 years, still too idealistic and naive to truly fathom the workings of human-human interaction.

i thought friendship meant

- that i won't be lied to
- that my friends would know that i'd try my utmost not to hurt them
- that my friends would know what kinda person i am
- shared fun and laughter
- when the going gets tough, i won't get ditched & pushed aside
- shared sorrows & tears
- support & encouragement
- that my friends'll tell me if they're unhappy with me, & what they're unhappy about
- that my friends will help make me a better person
- that i can help make my friends better people
- that my friends know how much i care
- mutual respect
- trust

but i guess that's just me being in my own lalaland