Wednesday, April 18, 2007

little zenn in the big apple - part 2

day 3
i took the subway to south ferry terminal
and paid the famous statue a visit.
ended up spending more time queuing up
than actually looking at the liberty woman.


there was a line for tickets,
after which i joined a mega long can-see-no-head-from-tail line for the ferry.
so near yet so far.

it took me an hour and a half to get on the boat,
and it would have been ok except that i had no company
(other than a random kid who took a liking to me and talked to me for a bit),
and the gale was threatening to blow me off my feet.
it was fucking freezing.

got there eventually, and got close enought to the statue
to decide that it looks rather like a tranny.
i didn't step foot on liberty island,
nor did i get off at ellis island,
coz i'd had enough of the cold and the queues.


walked off the cold after a hot choc at the starfucks nearby,
and took a shot of busy busy wall street,
before hitting the world trade centre site.
it's unbelievable how there's nothing but a giant crater left there.


the tribute centre was quite some thing,
and the big softy in me nearly shed a tear
after listening to the voice overs,
reliving the moments of the crashes,
and looking at the numerous photos of the missing and the dead.


it can happen to anyone.

day 4
headed out downtown coz i didn't want to be stuck at home while mun's in uni,
and ended up in macy's wow-ing at the flower show.


floral giraffes flanked the entrance,
and there was a floral zebra.
it was flower power everywhere on the ground floor.

took some shots of columbia university as i was walking home:


headed out again for a late jap dinner at typhoon (1st ave and st mark's place)
with ch, pam, brandon, zhen han and bets,
after which we went to sullivan room
for one of the better club nights of the year (so far)!


kaskade was AWESOME!
we were traumatized by some radioactive BO waves
emanating from a trio of dancing boys,
but the music was so fantastic
that we told our olfactory systems to concentrate on the sweet smell of music instead.
we lived to tell the tale
(with really really sore feet and aching bodies).


it helped that kaskade's cute.
pam's never gona wash that hand coz he shook it -
it might soon stink like the dancing boys.

day 5
we barely recovered from the night out
before meeting up again in a wet wet soho.
the downpour lasted all day and night
and the whole city turned into a river.
we got soaked despite having "umblahs"
and my brand new uggs still haven't figured out what hit them.


hid from the rain while we had a bite at cafe habana,
then wove in and out of the shops,
buying things and attempting to keep them dry.


the weather got a tad better towards the evening,
and we walked to the marigold bakery
to get some sweet sweet cupcakes and cheesecakes.
you can get diabetes by simply looking at those cupcakes.

day 6
got out of the house late as i was getting quite tired of walking around aimlessly.
my plans to go to the museum of modern art got shelved
after i found out that there's a USD20 admission charge.
like i said, art can wait.

killed time by popping in to the hugeass toys 'r' us at times square,
and was transported back to kiddieland.
they have this gigantic ferris wheel in the store,
and massive lego structures,
and sold all toys new york.
i even got to meet geoffrey.


the phantom of the opera lived up to its name
and i enjoyed myself thoroughly.


the only things that marred the performance
were the late-comers who shouldn't have been allowed in until the interval,
and the idiots who tried to sneak in a photo,
or checked their mobiles while the show was on.
some of them got severely reprimanded by the eagle-eyed ushers though,
and i think a couple were asked to leave the theatre
after several warnings went unheeded.

day 7
was in soho again for a while,
in order to change the size of my camper purchase,
and to be tempted by the fabulous delicacies at dean and deluca.
spent most of the time at home though
and finished my book while babysitting magnet,
who shat (under my bed),
peed (under my bed),
and ran about like a mad dog.
many many times.


flying off tomorrow night,
and i have no idea how i'm going to spend my last day here.
am quite tired of wandering around like a homeless little girl,
and i seem to have accumulated many many shopping bags.
my poor wallet and bank account are feeling quite empty.

it has been fun though, and i'm glad i made this trip.
back to singapore and back to work soon.
all too soon i'm afraid =(

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

nineteen minutes

here i am in new york,
half way through jodi picoult's latest book
about a high school shooting
where a student shot and killed 10 people.

over in virginia today,
more than 30 people lost their lives
when a gunman went on a rampage at virginia tech.

so unreal, it's like a story jumping out of the pages of my book.
and yet, all too real.

Monday, April 16, 2007

on friday, i found out that...
...i can queue an hour and a half in the cold to get on the boat to see a statue.
...lulu guinesses don't keep me warm.
...it takes a lot for toes to freeze and drop off, no matter how numb they get.
...the liberty woman really looks like a tranny.
...i could have taken the staten island ferry to see liberty instead. for free.
...i still had a 100bucks left, even though i thought i was all out of cash.
...uggs help me go the distance.
...there is yummy 24-hour korean food in korean town.

on friday, magnet found out that...
...my toes are nice to bite. and my socks. my clothes. my thighs. my fingers.


yesterday, i found out that...
...flowers can be made into amazing animals at macy's.
...americans like like to like use like alot like of like "like" like when like they like speak.
...kaskade is even more fantabulous live.
...kaskade is actually quite cute.
...with a little perseverance, and a lot of good music, feet can suffer willingly.
...the company i keep makes a huge difference between a good night and a great one.
...i love taking photos. eh, hang on, i already know that.

yesterday, magnet found out that...
...he liked shitting under my bed.


today, i found out that...
...new york is one freakin' giant river when it pours.
...that's why people wear phua chu kang boots when it rains.
...wet uggs and wet, stockinged feet, go squish squish very disgustingly.
...wet uggs can still keep me relatively warm.
...it's engaging to make new friends every now and then.
...switching my camera's iso to high will allow me to take nice photos in caverns.
...my falsies are starting to fall off.
...some people truly are dickheads.
...some things that matter to me, that i also thought mattered to others,
   really only just matter to me.

today, magnet found out that...
...he'd be smacked real hard if he's naughty,
...the same person who smacks him buys him treats when she walks by a pet shop.

i wonder what revelations tomorrow will bring

Friday, April 13, 2007

little zenn in the big apple

day one
i wasted no time in hitting the shops,
and took an hour's coach ride out to woodbury common.
the round trip ticket cost me USD39,
but i think the savings i made shopping at the factory outlets there
made it all worthwhile.


it's like a whole village of factory outlets - shopper's paradise!

day two
i slept in coz i was so tired after the long day out yesterday
and mun and i had a really late dinner at del fisco's -
this rather fantastic steak house (even though the stuff were a tad too salty).
i wouldn't have woken up if it hadn't been for mun waving magnet's shit in my face.

anyway, after much tu-ing, i ventured out into a wet, dreary new york
and caught the train to 5th avenue!
the first thing i did was pop into the gorgeous apple store
and i bought my macbook lots of stuff
like the iklear apple polish, iskin keyboard protector, and even a track pad film!


after that, i took a long walk by central park,
and nearly died walking to the metropolitan museum.


it was past 3.30pm by the time i got to the met,
and since it closed at 5.15pm, i decided not to pay the USD20 entrance fee
to view the art pieces.
instead, i went straight into the met shop and got myself a magnet.
art can wait.


took a bus this time, back to the shoppier part of 5th avenue
and i proceeded to walk all the way from 59th street to 42nd street,
weaving in and out of shops as i moved on.
only bought a top and a skirt from abercrombie and fitch,
and concealer from mac at henri bendel,
despite spending a lot of time looking for something i like at tiffany & co.,
and traipsing all floors at saks.

discovered a great japanese restaurant at 44th street
and made a pit stop to fill my tummy and rest my weary body
before making my way home.

snapped some shots on the way to the subway at times square:


i was bundled up like an eskimo, with a cute guy hanging off my arm.

the loot so far:


tomorrow will see me visiting the liberty woman,
taking a walk to the world trade centre site,
and hopefully doing more shopping at the soho/tribeca area.
if i can wake up.

i've got my ticket to watch phantom booked for monday evening,
and mun's promised to take me to megu.
plus chenghui might come downtown over the weekend,
and i've got heaps more places to check out,
so that's plenty to look forward to.
woohoo!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007



i'm typing this while magnet (mun's dog)
licks my feet, bites my toes and tries to hang himself with my laptop cable.

sore butt, sheer exhaustion and excitement,
an eighteen hour plane ride where i only got an hour's sleep,
a bumpy van ride with a driver who offered me my next ride free,
dinner at a frenchy restaurant with yummy mussels,
and walking fast to keep warm in the coldcold night.
i heart new york already.

i think i'll be shopping tomorrow =P

oh yah, magnet wants to say hi:


Monday, April 09, 2007

i have a stalker in beijing

so there was this really cute guy on my beijing flight.
he's traveling with his ang moh mum and asian dad
and he looked so adorable in that sexy, just-got-out-of-bed (with me) way.
mmmmm *drool*

he smiled at me a lot (whenever he was awake)
but that was that =(

this middle-aged cheena nerd, however, slipped me a piece of paper
with his name, designation, contact number and email address on it.
YUCKS!

and when i got to the hotel and finally drifted to sleep,
the phone rang and i picked up to hear
"hi mizz soon, i am ___, i wuz on ear flight sing to beijing"
I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE!!!
(i did NOT give him the number, though he knew which hotel we're staying in!)

he wanted to meet me in the evening, offered to come to the hotel,
i made up some feeble excuse, and after minimal small talk, hung up.
i was so traumatized i had trouble going back to sleep.

spent most of the afternoon and evening out,
and got back to my room at night to a voicemail on my hotel phone.
it was HIM asking me to give him a call on his "moh-bill" when i got back.
HELP!!! *shudder*

on to other beijing news,
i got eyelash extensions!!!!!!
i had to lie down for around an hour on a dentist-like chair,
and the lady stuck sticky bits of paper under my eyes and on my forehead
then proceeded to attach fake lashes to my real ones.


i am so hiao *flutter flutter*
quite worried about them dropping out
and leaving me bald at the eyes though. eek. haha

ok i better go pack and sleep before i faint from exhaustion.
need to wake up early to try catch that new york flight tomorrow.
wish me luck!!! =)
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ting, tazzy and mark:
won't be able to make it to your parts of the states this time.
next time! promise! =D

Friday, April 06, 2007

CAPS IN ALL THE RIGHT PLACES

It has been a year since I got into this job and I still haven't really decided if it was a good move that I made. Sure, the pay is decent, and the traveling is without doubt one of the best perks, adding to that all the free time I have whenever I'm in Singapore or overseas. I shouldn't have any complains, really.

It is like an extended holiday with work fit in every now and then. A few hours here, some long hours there, but once the hours are done, my time is mine, and mine alone. I should be thankful that I even got in in the first place, and trust me, I am. I love being free as a bird, but sometimes it does get tough.

After a particularly difficult flight, or when I've been alone in hiding for too long, I start wishing for things I don't have, and the melancholy sets in.

The thinking never ceases.

Every now and then, I wish I have something a little more stable. A nine-to-five desk job with goal-filled errands to run, dressing up each day in "executive wear" and looking all professional and bringing work home, not having to deal with ever-changing faces and serious jetlag, not having to miss special days, special people, special times.

The grass is always greener on the other side, maybe. But I used to roll in those grass and sometimes, I think they really weren't all that rough.

Work aside, a stable relationship is also something I have been craving for. Besides my family and my core group of friends who have seen me through my ups and downs, bore with my moods and psychotic episodes, and given me so much support that I can't imagine life without them, I wish I've found that special someone.

Yes, I am greedy.

As I grow older, I still hold on to that naive dream of falling in love and being with someone forever. To start the day in his arms, to have someone to share thoughts and ideas and a life with, to quarrel, to laugh, to have hot sex, to fall asleep all tangled up together. To know that no matter how screwed up I am, somebody willingly loves me and wants to be with me.

I guess older doesn't necessarily mean wiser.

I've always thought it would be fairly easy - if two people want to be together and stay together, nothing is impossible. But something as simple as that, seems to be so difficult to find. The right person, the wrong time; the right person, the wrong mindset; the right person, the wrong me.

Or maybe, I've just always been with the wrong people.

I think I think too much and I think I need to find things to occupy my free time with so that I will stop thinking so much.
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It is now 3.33am on Good Friday and I cannot sleep. I have been sleeping a lot less lately and my body clock is all screwed up. I need to move it (move it) and I need to get back on normal hours and have my beauty sleep coz I'm ugly enough. I need to sleep so that I don't think coz that's what I'm doing now.
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On a happier note, I am really looking forward to my holiday in the Big Apple (if I don't get bumped off the overbooked flight there). Fingers crossed that I actually make it there.
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Wow it's been a long long while since I last wrote so much in prose.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

all hail the future painter of my wall

munkao came to visit and like all good fans,
we turned up (thanks to feng's conduiting) to rave at him
and went home with happy pictures and memorabilia.


we had dinner at blue jaz
where we sprawled on comfy sofas,
terrorized lousy waiters,
and acted really cute:


poor loon spent a really long time getting parking
(but that meant we got to eat his carbonara).
i think i've been eating way too much *blubber*


we left for yet another illegal boot party thereafter
and were, once again, the first to arrive,
much to the chagrin of the alcoholics
since we only had a little bit of martell,
and two bottles of non-chilled green tea.


the rest arrived eventually,
and like bees to honey,
all flocked to the sweet bucket.


i take perfect fu qi xiang shots,


and fengmin takes nice artistic shots i have to showcase.
(hock's there just coz he's cotu)

we left with feng and tagged along to hacienda later,
where we kept out of trouble and uncharacteristically took zero photos.
but we'd already showed munkao how exciting our lives are,
plus i now know just how gay he is,
so that's all right.
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girlies dinner at hot stones last night was fab and meaty
it's been a while since we all got together like that.
what's even better was the nua-ing at feng's.
i like =)