i don't want to just be your study-helper
or the one you turn to only when there's noone else around
i don't want to just be your back-up plan
or the one you go to only when something's wrong
i don't want to just be your alarm clock
or the one you call only when you are bored
you say that i've changed -
that i want more now
i think it's just
that i say what i feel more now
i don't want to be some toilet paper
you can use and then throw down the bowl
i want to be more than that to you
much much more
Friday, November 26, 2004
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Hi, i've been reading your blog and thought i should leave some comments as an outsider :-)
One thing i've learnt - guys will never tell you it's their fault when they have changed. And so what if either of you have? If he doesn't know what you want or can't give it to you, it's time to move.
No point draining yourself of emotional energy. If you know he treats you like toilet paper, walk out and be a self-respecting woman. One man is not everything, and we'll constantly live in the fear of losing someone precious to us. But losing someone who's hurt you so much would definately be for the better. How sure are you that you can trust him in the long run even if he gives you what you want now? I've known how hard it is to get out of a pointless relationship when you know you really should, but because you hang on to ideals and unforgettable memories when everything was still perfect...it becomes so difficult. It really is for the better that these be put aside and to caution yourself from the rollercoaster ride he will put you in again.
In my opinion, don't waste your time on such a man. Some of them don't love you anymore, but they just want to keep you. If he has shown to be selfish throughout the relationship, he is obviously one of those. We girls deserve a lot better and i'm sure you know you do.
If he reads this, you could probably expect him to do something about it to prove otherwise. But it will only be for awhile just to salvage his pride unless he truly loves you. Most of the time, not the case.
I hope all goes well for you. I like your blog though, very raw and honest :-)
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