zenn bites...

introduced some friends to something, and now it seems to be causing more trouble than fun...

though i know that it's technically not my fault, because i didn't want it to turn out this way, i can't help but question if i'd made a grave mistake and it's all coz of me that my friends are now in a difficult position.

when i myself haven't gotten as deeply involved as some of them have, it is they who have to bear the greater weight while i stand silently by, powerless. i can't do anything to make things right. my words seem useless, my presence pointless.

i can only stand there, and hope to comfort and give wise suggestions, help think things through and try to make things better. but even then, i fear my thoughts will be shot.

i dissolve, into nothingness.