zenn bites...

i am HIGHLY TRAUMATIZED. and that may be an understatement.

cold and disgusted. loss of respect, totally.

and i don't know what to do.

it's definitely not right, but i don't want it to become a big hoohaa circus act. all the good impression's flown out the window, i see what lies behind this masquerade.

more than meets the eye, indeed. or perhaps, less.

so surprising, so gross, so wrong.

i know i didn't encourage it. yuck. i don't know why it happened. i don't know how to deal with it.

oh my god. help.