zenn bites...

you look like a siao char bor

that's the first thing he said
after not seeing me for five weeks.
admittedly, i'd flashed him a maniacal grin before getting into the car
but STILL!
then he pulled me in and gave me a kiss
and everything felt right again.

for a while anyway.

this may well be totally unhealthy for silly old me,
and i'm probably going to hurt real bad in the end.
oh such faith.

but i'm happy. for now.
and i'd like to bask in it tankeweverymuch.
no regrets.

optimism and hope with every turn.
i dream of storybook romances
and happily ever afters.
maybe someday it'll all come true.
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i finally got down to cleaning my room today,
and nearly died from sheer exhaustion and exasperation.
but i guess that's what one deserves
after neglecting a room for so long.

i realized that i've accumulated so many books
i don't know where to stow them.
i have many many shopping bags,
many many receipts,
and many many coins from various countries,
strewn all over the floor
like random little pathways to nothing.
i have many many linglinglonglongs.
and i threw away a truckload of things.

there're a few mountains outside my door now,
and some molehills on my bed.
i had to move all my stuff either outside or up
in order to give my floor a good clean.

now i just have to move them all back
and try to find space for them,
in the neatest possible manner.

yes, i am procrastinating.
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i haven't felt hungry all day.
and i haven't had anything to eat.
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oh lookey, he just got off work early.
looks like moving mountains will have to wait.
muahaha
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happy valentine's day everyone!
lots of love, hugs and muackies from me =)