i am flabby
i need to exercise
i haven't been exercising since i came back..and i feel like shit
wanted to run today when i was at NUS..but i was too lazy to bring my running stuffs and change of clothes and shoes and etc......
now i regret
i wana cry when i look at my tummy...i spend hours raiding my cupboard for clothes to wear out coz i look shit in everything...i feel my big ass jiggling and i feel like just sitting on it more in the hope that it'd get squashed back into smallness... *bawls*
i try to stop eating but food's so yummy..i need to eat less but if i don't clean out everything on my plate, SOMEONE says 'God will punish you' (complete with hand gestures and looking up to the sky)......
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