zenn bites...

i feel like i still live in my own lalaland

i think i need to grow up - in the way i behave, the decisions i make, the things i do, the way i think...

i think i need more reality - in the way things work...in relationships, friendships, business...the complexities of the different layers of people interaction...

i think i should be less idealistic and quit hoping

i think i need to learn how to be myself and yet try to fit in this world

sometimes i think i should be ruthless and kill myself in order to live on