zenn bites...

since it's raining, i shall blog more.

returning to my first thought of today: the intoxicating taste of possibility.

at times i feel...drunk. no, not that i feel like puking/sleeping, more like it's all hazy and i don't know if it had really happened.

having had a taste, a touch. i want...more.

it's like a drug. and i'm addicted.

i'm enthralled by this feeling. but at the same time, it sucks - the uncertainty, the cold-turkey, the thoughts just spinning around in my washingmachine-head.

and the feeling that i'm all alone in this.

it sucks. big time.

r a h .